So today sucked.
Long story short, my best friend now likes my ex who I still love and they hang out and flirt all the time. I cried like all day and when I wasn't crying I felt like complete shit.
It's like he's already forgotten about me entirely and has gone off to someone else and just forgotten me and I couldn't handle it.
So, I walked home alone and when I went to cross the street...
I tried to walk in front of a moving car...
I know they come really fast around that corner so I heard someone coming and I speed-walked into the street and hoped for the worst, but they slowed and let me pass.
I was actually mad, like they felt like they'd done some great charity sparing my life, but they didn't. I wanted to just lay there and wait for someone less charitable, but I just walked home and ate a bunch of ice cream.
Can't wait for school tomorrow... not.